I'm slipping carelessly. Making really dumb decisions.
I should have left by now.
I should be far away. But I'm not.
I also probably shouldn't be reading H.P. Lovecraft. God knows it's not making this any easier.
Anyway, I'm really fucked. I have an opportunity to escape though. My dad and I are going on a trip to Sweden (Sverige!) for my birthday/graduation. He paid for a round trip, but half of that money might as well go towards me not going to Hell.
In the meantime, I've been hopping from friend to friend, sleeping on couches. Since I take the COTA bus and I'm a pretty independent kid, my mom isn't asking any questions I can't at least somewhat rationalize away. It's better than endangering her though.
A bit off topic time: I was around the interblags tonight and found a bit of info that led me to a certain website for some religious group or something. The info's poster was looking to fight them in some way. The info itself contained an admin username and 'password'. I wouldn't have tried them if someone hadn't confirmed that the password was actually a SQL injection (forgive my geekspeak here.) But I was too curious to see if the code actually worked.
...too bad it did. [admin / ' OR 'x'=x'] got me right in. Before the page even finished loading I realized what I'd done, and closed it. I also cleared my data, although I'm not sure if that actually would help if the sysadmin recorded my IP. I didn't do anything, but they could still prosecute me I suppose.
And yes, I am home, not at a friend's, so it is my connection they'd be tracing.
Probably nothing to worry about, buuuuut... I don't need two enemies against me, now. It just makes me nervous.
Tired. Post more later.
Sincerely,
Alexander.
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